listenin to: lose yourself (eminem)
if sumone dies in a forest but theres no one to witness or here the screams, did a death occur?
im in my every popular blah and angst mood...i hate gettin like this, i mean its xmas break, which basically means a handful of days of freedom before goin bak to the dungeon and bein a sweet lil gurlie infront of de teachers..jeez, wat a trap...i mean sposedly im gettin prepared for university life but duz that help when im nto even sure where the hell imma be goin next year? ofcourse its all up to me (or so sayz the family), only it duznt feel this way when i have small lil pushes or nudges to apply to one prgrm over another...so, point #1 for feelin absolutely blah has been established
im reallie sick of stayin home..sure i went out a coupla times over the weekend, but im talkin bout goin out wit my gyals or maybe even headin out and tryin the sheesha that tai wanz me to (hmm sumthin to consideR) i jus wanna get outta here and have a proper gurls nite out with my cru...and on tai: wat a playya, the man seriously thinkz imma go out wit him even tho he bangs girls like a fekkin rabbit....anyways..end of rant
rite now: gonna give in to my angst mood and watch 8 Mile again..
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